for Bernard


is when your car ends facing backwards
                 on the wrong side of the road

when the wind beats your umbrella
                 till its insides all hang out

when the water takes your little boat
                 and spins it like a plate.

It’s like a song reversed, a church
                 constructed widdershins

to face the falling sun, the day
                 next week or sometime soon

you’ll take a truth and twist it,
                 turn a child to face the wall

or force a man stark naked
                 to get down and lick the floor.

It’s the dream which has you driving
                 down exactly the wrong street

as you race to reach your boat
                 before it sails.

It’s the wind along the western quay,
                 the voices in its throat

the seaman on the closing doors,
                 the words you hear him shout

I’ll wait. I’ll wait all night
                 if need be. I can wait.

 

 

 

JANE DRAYCOTT’s latest collection is Over (Carcanet/OxfordPoets, 2009). Her new translation of the medieval elegy, Pearl, was a Stephen Spender prizewinner in 2008.

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